22 weeks, 5 months

Camilla,
I haven't even met you yet and I love you already so much. You know when they say
a mothers love for their child is the biggest love. I think I'm starting to understand that.
When I figured out the sex of you, you wouldn't cooperate with the doctor
we only had 5 minutes left for our appointment. My mom tickled me and made me laugh
You know what's cute? When I laugh, you move and kick, It warms my heart.
I drank a nice gulp of water, we tried once more to see the sex, than you finally showed us
I sat up with joy when they said you were a little girl.
You'll wonder one day how mommy and daddy met. I'm willing to share that story with not only
you, but my friends.


The moment I saw Regi's pictures I knew he was special in some sort of way.
Back than I was in a depression, but somehow your daddy Camilla, seemed to cheer me up.
He made me feel like there was something that could help me. He was there for me.
At that time, we both had x's, that were crazy and we were so attached in a bad relationship
But we still found the time to talk to each other. Giving our old lovers excuses of why we had to use the computer and turn our backs on them. I remember the first time I saw Regi on webcam. I was sort of speechless, Shy like I am normally. There's a point I forgot to mention. I lived in Kent, Washington.
Regi had lived in Hull, Georgia. If you don't know that's a major difference
But somehow we made it through the rough times and were still talking to each other. There were moments where we just wanted to hate each other. But we always found a road back to each other.
One day, I got the courage to ask my family to buy him a bus ticket to come to Seattle, Washington where I would meet him and he would stay in my home. My family said yes right away. I was pretty surprised
We met around October near Halloween. We celebrated it Once we saw each other for the first time
we knew we'd be inseparable. And that's the truth he's only been home once, but we couldn't stand to be away from each other. Good thing he came back in time. Because a few weeks later I found out I was pregnant.


Some people will do anything for their kids, or children. You know what, I plan on being one of those parents. I met a women who searched frantically for her son's cat that was a birthday present.
That made me notice a lesson The things you would do for your kids. The things you can do to make them smile, make their day. I want to make my child's day every day
My ideal future for you, Camilla is for us to live together meaning Me (mommy) Regi (daddy)
And of course you. And maybe a few animals if I can talk daddy into it haha.
A thing I've noticed by now is life as we know it is coming to a change we are bringing a sweet baby girl into this new world. It'll be new to her, and it'll be a new start for us. But new starts are great from what I hear especially when bringing a baby into the world. I can't wait to  meet you December 23,2010
Please don't let my water break when i'm taking a bit of turkey or ham.
That would suck.

Love,
Kelsey.

P.S  Camilla, stop kicking me when mommy is about to sleep.
It makes me stay awake.