Depression is hitting me like a rock in the face.

Things, have been going horribly wrong in my life right now. I don't know where to start.. Who to talk to, who i can trust, who i can trust with my heart. Who's shoulder I can cry on. My daughter should not have to see me in this state, but it's gotten so bad I cry in stores.. Why do I cry in stores, because I miss this someone who does not want to be with me, I feel lost. I feel like a lost puppy in a winter snow. Cold and abandoned. I'm writing this as my feelings of how I have been feeling lately So people don't question me anymore. I want time to myself, but I can't seem to get it. I feel like the worlds leaning on me. and when I finally need someone, I have no one.